let me complain

this trip of his might be killing me. ya. you suck florida. 

{my apologies for the harsh words.}

but honestly.

what goes around.

definitely comes back around. i have now seen it with my own eyes. though it took a year and a month of my time. i realized you werent anything like i thought you were. you lied. you cheated. you took. and you hurt me. now look at you. and look at me. i dont ever think of you. i never ever wish i could see you. i threw out all your letters. and threw away all your pictures. im living life still. just with out you. with someone new. and he is everything you wish you could be.

im so glad you blew it.

im so glad i dodged a bullet.

im so over you.

baby.

 good lookin out.

he

sits in my car and sings along to n'sync with me.
he will willingly watch a scary movie with me. 
he opens every door and pulls out every chair for me.
he keeps my mind off of my stresses.
he makes me laugh. really laugh.
he is okay with me being really different.
he is the most respectful man i have ever met.

i found someone special.
and we just might have something special.

"id rather be with you, say you want the same thing too"

-Joshua Radin