just because.

there is nothing better than coming home from a long day. getting in your underwear. popping some popcorn. and sitting down to your favorite movie.

i cant wait for autumn. my fall clothes are much more fun. you can never have enough over sized sweaters.

my birthday is in sixty two days. im already making a birthday list because on short notice all i can ever think to ask for are clothes and money.

im puppy hungry. 

i actually get excited to go to work on monday. thats what having an awesome job feels like. but i cannot wait to leave at the end of the day.

i bite my nails too much and get embarrassed when strangers catch me in the act.

i sing out loud at work sometimes when i think no one is around. usually someone is and i get caught.

my favorite places to be kissed are my shoulder and my head.

i will never grow out of the disney princesses. 

i swear too much. and laugh too loud.

i love too fast and trust too much.

i could eat food all day and sleep in between and be complete happy with my life.

i care way too much about fashion and music. but they are probably the biggest parts of my life.

i love celebrity gossip. i cant tell you why but i do.

i can count my best and real friends on one hand.

i day dream about being an MMA fighter. i already know what my entrance song would be.

today i drank a gallon of water. i practically drowned myself doing it.

i would rather be told that im intelligent than pretty.

i have always wanted to go to medical school.

ill live in new york again.

i am young. still trying to catch up to my old heart.

im completely in love with the most amazing man in the world. sorry ladies. youll have to settle for second best this time.

kettle corn is the best popcorn.

thats enough for now i suppose. its eleven thirty. and i desperately need to lay my head down.

be bright as light.

color is in. so i'll take advantage of that while i can. i have never been matchy matchy. but i couldn't help it with this outfit. my two favorite colors. i had to throw 'em together. its bright. bright as light.


Accessories:

necklace: $8.00 {forever21}
bag: $5.00 {cotton on}

 the dressings:

chiffon shirt: $25.00 {pac sun}
yellow skinnies: $15.80 {forever21}


footwear:

brown & blue sandals: $25.00 {forever young}



style tip number three:

If your clothes are bold. keep the jewelry low key and and in the same color scheme as your clothes or bold and neutral.



love it.

lace and tribal are as true as the bible.

lace and tribal. you cant screw up, you just cant. this ensemble speaks for itself. here is to labal(lace&tribal).

Accessories:

feather earrings: $4.00 {forever21)
feather/dove necklace: $8.00 {forever 21}
belt: $free.99 {my mothers closet}
medium handbag: $5.00 {garage sale}


the clothing:

tribal cropped top: $3.00 {savers}

lace knee length skirt: $20.00 {walmart}


shoes:

nude sandal wedges: $15.00 {charolette russe}



style tip number two:

if you have an outfit that you want to stand out wear nude shoes and simple jewelry. its less distracting so eyes can focus mainly on the oufit.



dig in.

life's a beach.

 and i'll build my own castle in the sand.

lets catch up.

one: ive changed my blog. again. i am ever changing. and i will keep dragging my blog through it. right now i feel quite simple. so that explains the simple blog.

two: i quit costco. goodbye pushing and loading carts. you will be missed. kind of.

three: i have a new job. im a disbursement specialist(slash)receptionist at flagship financial. i love it. i work a nine to five with the weekends off and and great coworkers.

four: love is in the air. thats all i'll say for now.

five: the family is good. great.

six: i took a trip to california. it was utterly lovely.


oh yes. happy blogging everyone.

sunday night baking.

when we are married this is how it will be. i'll say, babe lets make cookies. he'll say okay. then he will make them. i'll do nothing but watch and give him kisses and tell him where the butter is. and give him little love taps on the bum. ill make the process take longer by insisting on taking pictures of everything. he'll sit, smile and be patient. i hate chocolate chips, he loves them. but he bakes them without just for me.

 our oatmeal chocolate chip cookies. minus the chocolate chips.

the window seat.

lace makes me feel elegant. a feeling that i don't feel much. and the brightness that this brings to my room each morning wakes me up in a beautiful mood. and not to mention it is the perfect place to lose yourself in a wonderful book while basking in the sun. my room in coming along very nicely.

home sick nights.

i was looking through my camera. and i found these gems. i am smitten for sure.

home is where the heart is.

and my heart is with him.

if anyone was wondering.

this is my costco name tag. im now an employee and a member.

booyaa.

i ran over my foot eight times today while gathering carts.

i made two new costco friends.

and saw one old friend and an uncle.








this is the lovely zeke. isnt he gorgeous?

cats are my second favorite animal.

dogs are my first.

cats are the worst mammals in heat.











this is zeke pissed off. not so lovely anymore.

this speaks for its self.















this is that one handsome man of mine.

he has been gone three days.

only 110 more to go.

cried less today.

but i missed him more.

he got his first sale on his first day.

he will do great things this summer.

{bringin in the green}

chaching.

updated.

i havent blogged in awhile. mostly because my thoughts have been scattered and my mind is in no place to be conversing with the blogging world unless i was able to censor my page. which sadly i cannot. now that no censor is needed{hopefully}i can try to put my words together in a way which most of you can understand.most of you. but i can not promise anything. let me fill you in on whats been happening in my absence.

always best to start with the bad and end with the good.

the bad news:

do you remember when i posted this. and then i posted this. well i know what you were all thinking. engagement. i know. because i had phone calls emails comments and texts. there was going to be one. the ring the whimsical night him on one knee. everything. but there wont be one anymore. if it where our choice there would be a ring on my finger and a date set on our calendars. but as most of you know. i am eighteen years old. i am young. i know. my parents dont think i am ready to  be a wife. they dont support us getting married. so all we can do is wait till they approve and give him permission to propose. this is a heart wrenching experience. and is taking all of my strength physically and mentally not to break down and cry at every moment. it hurts like hell. hell. i love him. im in love with him. and it is the hardest thing in the world knowing im so close to being with him forever. but cant. and there is nothing we can do about it unless we start a marriage with parents that dont approve. all we can do is wait. i am hanging on to my sanity by a thread.


he is leaving me this summer. he leaves tomorrow morning at seven a.m. he is moving to seattle  washington to go sell vivant security. he will do great. he is good at this kind of thing. my summer will be full of skyping late night phone calls tears and the stresses of being apart. but four months will go by fast. i think. all i can do is stay busy and pray.


the good news:

i got a job at costco. it was a blessing and quite honestly a miracle. i am in need of the money.and since he quit i took his job. it will keep me busy this summer. which i desperately need. it will be a good job for me i can already tell. i have picked up shifts and my first week i work 40hours. my first week of summer away from him and i will be working 40hours. i could not be happier with that. no time to sit around sulking. it will be good for me.


i get my car monday. that will be an awesome day. although i think i may miss riding a bike around town. i need the exercise. and its fun. so its the jackpot.




im sorry if anyone that stumbles across this post thinks its too personal. thats because it is. but im okay with it.


thats the update. i will try my hardest to come up with interesting things to share. but i cant promise anything.

though life is hard. its still wonderful.