HALLAH MIKAELA

life isnt always what you expect it to be. actually its never what you expect it to be. im friends with people now. that in my freshman year.i never would have even thought possible.my sister is the person that i am closest with. and if you know our history.you would know how far we have come.i have learned a lot about myself lately. i have learned that i take way too much of my life for granted. i don't stop and "smell the roses" you could say. and i will be honest with everyone. i have some major flaws in my life that i need to change. i need to learn how to let things go. grudges and things along those lines. because honestly they eat you up inside. i need to learn to communicate with people in an effective way. because there is way too much miss communication in my life. there is one blog i follow. http://xaxtwistedxfairytalex.blogspot.com/ .follow her. read her blog for about a week and you will have a completely new outlook on life. let me explain why i am bringing this up. it has to do with a character flaw that i have. this girl i never liked much. honestly i dont know why. i didnt even know her. had never said a word to her in my life. i just really did not like her. i dont know how i came across her blog. but one day i did. i read one post. then another. then another then another. then after sitting there for about an hour i finally pulled my eyes away from the screen. this girl was amazing. and i had no reason on earth to hate her. the next day i saw her at school. she was gorgeous and friendly and everyone seemed to love her. i went home that day and read more on her blog. i learned so much about her. and let me tell you. even though i dont know this girl personally i feel like i do.and i could never dislike her even if i tried. she has gone through so much in her life that i look up to how strong she is. and if anything i love her. even though i dont know her i pray for her. because she is someone that deserves it. im saying all this because i judged her before i even knew her. and even though now i still have never met her because i know more about her i know that she is one of the most amazing people out there. its something i need to work on. this judging people thing. because you never ever know what is going on in other peoples lives. and its not our place to judge. and i would hope that no one would ever judge me before they knew me. so i cannot be a hypocrite. its just somethings i have been thinking about. and something that i really need to work on.